Then the drums began in the distance, broken by the rapid shock of lightening as the storms moved in. The rain was violently beautiful. Sweet and cooling. So, naturally I went out for a long walk with my red umbrella. What else is there to do in a summer storm? It's cool now, the air & earth are sweet, soaked in green hunger and fresh life.
Walking is a good time for me to think. Separate from life, I can see things more clearly. I've been thinking about the law of attraction. How what you think about is drawn to you. So, I've been examining my thoughts. Deeply & with a skeptical eye. This project of changing my life is deeper for me than simply changing my body or my health. It's all encompassing for me. I mean to change my mind as well. I use to be so positive internally & focused. I mean precisely to get back to that because I can see the correlation between when I shifted & when I diverted from what I am attracted to by nature towards what I attracted to me by negitivity. All of it comes down to having bought into a belief that I wasn't worthy and didn't deserve the life I wanted...
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